broken wings

The first time in history I find Lily extremely stunning!

BE STRONG. BELIEVE.

Lullaby

My worl is falling apart, day by day! Do you have any clue at all how that feels? Every second of evey single day I am beeing the fat one. Today I was at a relative of my stepmothers, it was her birthday, however. I couldn't even manage to smile, though, I blamed my cold. But I can't do that every day, can I? Anyhow, I couldn't eat much either, I was the fat one there, so damn insanely ugly. What on earth am I supposed to do, when I can't even seise one day, one day!Though the thing is, I can't do it, not now for that matter.

Sincerely speaking I am really naive, you know. I did aske myself the question today: Why do you go on breathing when you constantly wish for death? And the truth is.. I every day hope for a better tomorrow, I'm living to see another more pleasent, memorable day. I am aware of the fact that this sounds truly navie, cause the world is what it is, and it is not going to change! However. I just want to be something, someone. Frankly I don't stand failing, I don't do it. In the end I make it, that's what I do! And that's simply why I' am not ready for death as it is!

BE STRONG, BELIEVE!

Say Goodbye.

BE STRONG, BELIEVE!