Oh MY !!
You see, I really shouldn't have, cause I'm there now. Back in my dark hole, as I like to say.
I'm starting to believe I'm suffering from more than just paranoia, anorexia and so on..
Maybe biopolar disorder as well. This mentally illness suits me perfectly; You're excessively high one day and the next you're far down low to even considering it as normal. I mean, I'm not trying to get attention or anything, it's just that.. I don't know.. just that.... I'm sort of ......... scared, to be honest.
BE STRONG, BELIEVE!