Monday, November 30, 2009

We try so hard not to die, sometimes we forget to appreciate life.

Karl Lagerfeld once said
"I don't like standard beauty. There is no beauty without strangeness."

And Tanya is just that, strangely beautiful. Her breathtaking look is kind of hard to resist. And I know if I was I designer, she would, for sure, be in every single fashionshow.

People constantly tell me that I could be a model myself, well, I'm not sure about that.. But if I was just a lot bit thinner, I believe they actually could be right.. for once. Though, I don't know if it worth it- living, staying alive. I'm there, I try every day not to die. And I don't appreciate it anymore. The frightening part is that I know this, but I don't care enough to make it better, to start believe in life itself, you see I choose death!

Thin, Pale and Adorable