What ever you do, there is always somebody there to judge you, somebody there for you to disappoint, and somebody there who will hate what you are doing. The moment you stop caring less about them and the more about yourself, and allow yourself to think of it as ok, you will finally find peace. I'm not there yet myself, though I so badly wish I was. I wanted it so bad, I somewhow let myself believe I already was, wishful thinking of course, and it only made me more vulnerable and without success.
BAAMH! Right back to square one. Like one step forward and to steps back!
So please, for my sake, try to get there, I am as well... will you?
BE STRONG. BELIEVE.