a day to remember, or to forgett as fast as it appears?

I suppose today is just as every other days, right?

No, wait with on exception.. I'm one year older..

I suspect that could be a good thing, one year and I've reached an age..

Though the wrinkles are appearing and I'm just feeling as lonely as ever.

You see, the thing is I hate each and every day of this life, and sooner rather than later I will end it!

That's for sure!

My life is just a whole missunderstanding, a joke!

I told my relatives that I wasn't up for celebrating it... this.

But that doesn't mean that I wanted presents either for that matter.

But they sent me gifts anyhow, and now, with all the respect, do they believe that I am just another greedy person!

Well. I might be in some cases, but this wasn't one of those!

SURE WASN'T!

I am just so disappointed.

When I told them that I didn't want a celebration, I thought I wouldn't be alive.

I thought I wouldn't reach the day.

Thought that the day before thiss day should be the very last day..

Although here I am very much alive!

And according to others as selfish as ever!

BE STRONG. BELIEVE.