At the end of the week I am giong to recieve the most important answer in a loong time, a lifetime probably. And to be honest I'm petrified, scared to death actually.
You see the thing is, this a life depending situation, not something whether or not I'll be able to go on a trip or whatsoever. This is about how my life is going to turn out in the very end, or if it will turn out at all. I'm scared, you know, for real. What if the answer is not matching mine... at all,
Then what on earth am I supposed to do?
I could really use a relaxing Starbuck at times like these!
BE STRONG, BELIEVE!