Do you know what Nicole is to me? One of those girl whom I wouldn't call skinny anymore, I'd like to call her a healthy weight or something, at the very least at these pictures, however. I know many of you would disagree, though. But I suppose I'm growing immune to thinness, yes that could be it.. I'm so fat at the moment that I am dragging everyone, in my imagination obviously, with me. However, all I wan't is just to be gorgeous, just for once, to feel it, to be it all!